Access to HE vs. Nursing: Year 1

This weeks blog was going to be based around our return to University after a lovely month off over Christmas, however, with all of the conditional/unconditional offers that people have been receiving, I thought it may be useful to follow on from my preparation blog with a question I've seen pop up quite a few times: Is the first year of nursing easier or harder than the Access course?

The following information and feelings about it are, of course, individual to me and I'm sure there will be students that disagree or have different thoughts about this topic, but this is what I've found so far.

During the Access to HE course there were originally 30-ish students in my class, by the end there were approximately 11 of us which to be honest was great because we got a lot of focused teaching and had the opportunity to ask questions, have in depth discussions, and really get to know one another. This year at University, my cohort started with 148 students, then a few more joined, I'm sure some have left over the Christmas period but the group is HUGE! Each time I go to a lecture, I could swear there are people there that I've never seen before. Because of the shear size of the group, you can ask questions but the conversation is quickly moved onto something else. There isn't any chance we would be able to have in-depth or meaningful conversations as the group is just too big. You don't get a lot of time with the lecturers either, unless you can quickly grab them on a break, but even then, you've got to be quick as there will be 15 other people with the same idea. The crazy thing is, as big as our cohort is, the Uni are considering INCREASING next years cohort..madness.

As far as the actual workload is concerned, I would say that yes, the course is easier..look at it this way, during Access I had 17 assignments, 2 of those were double credits, therefore required double the amount of work, 2 tests, 2 presentations and a group health promotion project. This year, I have 6 modules, 2 of those are exams, 1 is a group presentation (6 members, not 148, God forbid) and 3 are assignments and of course completion of our PAD. So, in that way, yes..easier..HOWEVER, I personally have found it SO much harder. The reasons for this are as follows: as I stated above, not having much time for asking questions or having time to speak one-to-one with a tutor, also the learning isn't structured, and by that I mean that a lot of the work is self-taught and if you have other commitments once you leave that building, its really difficult. I'm a single parent to a 2 year old, I finish Uni and fetch her from nursery, then I have the motherly duties, cooking tea, putting her to bed, cleaning up, and by the time I sit down to do any work, I'm either physically or mentally exhausted, or both. On my days off, its impossible to work as the little one constantly wants my attention..and why shouldn't she..I'm her mom and she wants to play and spend time with me, so the only chance I get to work is either of an evening, or during Uni. Some of the girls on my course also work alongside Uni, and I honestly don't know how they have time to do anything.
Once you go out onto placement, it becomes even harder, childcare is harder, (as far as I'm aware no nursery opens at 6am and closes at 8pm) so then it falls to relatives to pitch in which can make you feel like a burden sometimes, and at the end of a 12.5 hour shift, the last thing you want to do is sit down and open a textbook.
On the plus side, the modules are really interesting, especially in the skills labs, and the excitement when you first get your uniform is ridiculous. You feel like a little kid at Christmas, its great!
As I have experienced both the Access course at college and now the degree at University, I thought a little insight may be helpful, but as I said, it is just my experience and I'm aware that everyone works in different ways. For anyone that is due to start, I would recommend that you get all of your childcare in place ASAP so that you don't find yourself stuck and having to miss lectures or placements. I would also suggest upping your organisational game! I sort of run on an organised chaos basis with most things in my life, but this year has really forced me to be self-disciplined. I hope I've not put anyone off! I find that if I remind myself why I wanted to be a nurse, it helps to keep me focused even when I'm stressing about assignments.

If anyone has other views or experiences, please feel free to share them in the comment section :) It would be great to see how other people have found it.

If you'd like tips on equipment for your first year, take a look at my post from a couple of weeks ago! 😄

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It's NOT a dog-eat-dog world!

As a newbie in the blogging world, I've been working hard to connect with other bloggers, student nurses, registered nurses and prospective nurses to try and build a bit of a reputation for myself. Whilst the outcome of this has been mostly positive, I have found on a few occasions that there seems to be a bit of an "every man for himself" attitude. Honestly I found this really surprising.
The feeling that I got was that these people don't want to share their secrets to succeeding, and with such a shortage of nurses here in the UK, I really cant believe that there are students and nurses that are so unwilling to help others to further themselves. Surely asking questions and showing initiative is a good thing?! We want to learn. We want to make something of ourselves, and most of all, we want to help others..the point that seems to be going amiss here.
When working as a carer, aside from taking care of my residents, one of my favourite things was helping new staff. I loved the idea that I was setting a good example for them by working to the best possible standard I could. I would take them around with me, show them, and then ask them to do it the next time so that they could concrete their own learning. I would even go home and put together fact sheets that I knew would be helpful for them getting to know our residents conditions/illness'. I never once thought "Oh my goodness, what if they end up being a better carer than me?" Quite frankly, I would have welcomed it. We are all on a path where education is never ending, its one of the things that draws me to this line of work and I would much rather give others a hand up than find myself complaining down the line that they're not following best practice because they haven't been taught correctly.
When I qualify as a nurse, I know that I will need experience before becoming an Advanced Nurse Practitioner, and if this ends up being in a hospital setting, I would 100% like to be a mentor.
Knowledge is power, and as nurses, we've all got the power to make a difference. Make the most of your ability to make an impact on providing amazing healthcare. Its priceless.

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Preparing for Your First Year as a Student Nurse

It's that time of the year where everyone is starting to receive offers for University and everything is suddenly becoming real..and a little bit scary..
I've seen a lot of posts asking what are the essentials as a first year student nurse so I've compiled a list of things that I couldn't have managed without so far this year.

If you're anything like me, you'll be in your element as far as stationary is concerned, you'll need post-its, highlighters, permanent markers, pens, pencils, you name it, you'll need it at some point. I LOVE the slim-line BIC highlighters, easy to hold as they're not the usual chunky highlighter and they fit nicely into your pencil case or tunic pocket. Multi-coloured biros are advisable for when you're on placement as you'll need to write predominantly in black but you'll find you need red for certain things and having one pen is so much more convenient than swapping back and forth. You'll also need notebooks..and lots of! I initially used one notebook for all of my modules and although everything was in one place, it became confusing very quickly, so this semester I'm taking a new approach and have bought A5 notebooks, one for each module. I've also bought notebooks for medications that I've administered and illnesses, procedures and medical terms so that I can easily revise what I've learned either at University or out on placement.

There's a bit of a misguided preconception that you need to buy a lot of textbooks, and while it can be useful, bear in mind that when referencing, unless its anatomy and physiology, it should be dated within the last 10 years, sometimes 5 years. I was lucky as I had some friends who are already nurses and were happy to donate their old books to me, but if you're purchasing them, I would say really the only books you NEED are A&P. I love the Ross and Wilson textbook, its informative without being too confusing and I also bought the accompanying workbook which has lots of tasks to help you learn. I bought both of these from EBay, quite reasonably priced.

Additionally, going into the second semester, I have recently bought a drugs calculations workbook to get a head start. The 'Calculation Skills for Nurses' by Claire Boyd is brilliant as it really starts with the basics and gradually builds you up to where you need to be in simple, easy to follow steps.

The last book you definitely do need is a decent planner. I'm fairly well organised in general with calendars at home and notes in my phone, but I bought this planner ready for starting in September and I'd be lost without it. Along with standard, regular lectures, we also have adhoc skills sessions, and then placements and exams, module deadlines etc. and I found this planner so useful for keeping everything in check. You can find these over at www.thehappyplannercompany.com

Following on from the clinical skills sessions, we were advised to buy a sphygmomanometer and stethoscope to practice manual blood pressures, you can pick these up really cheap on Amazon or EBay. I had my sphyg from www.valuemed.co.uk and although I did originally have a stethoscope from EBay, I couldn't help but indulge in a Littmann Classic as an early Christmas present to myself. I wouldn't say this is necessary as you wont ever take it into placement, however, my end goal is to be an Advanced Nurse Practitioner, in which case I would need my own stethoscope daily so I used this as justification for spending too much money on myself. I went for the Plum and it is beeeautiful!

Finally, necessities for placement. A decent pair of shoes! Must cover your foot so no dolly shoes or crocs. I have the Skechers Go Step with Goga Mat technology (SUPER springy..like walking on a cloud!) Admittedly my shoes are not leather, but I coat them regularly with waterproof spray so that I can clean them easily and prevent any fluids leaking their way through. I already mentioned the multi-coloured pen, and yet another notebook! One that fits in your pocket so that you can keep it on you. I tried the small ring bound ones but found that they were damaged quite easily so I bought one that was a bit sturdier, even though it is a little bigger. You will also need a fob watch and maybe a whiteboard marker, although some wards have these already. From my experience, scissors aren't needed as my Trust provides disposable scissors. And finally, get yourself a decent sized, closed lid water bottle. Whether its sitting through 3 hour lectures at University, or working a 12 hour shift on the ward, this has been a lifesaver for me. We may be looking after people but its easy to forget to look after ourselves. Stay hydrated guys!!

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United Against Dementia

It's strange to think that before working in care in 2012, I had never come into contact with anyone that had Dementia. Of course I probably had but I had been oblivious to it. It wasn't ever something that I'd given a lot of thought to, I knew that it existed and I knew that it was a difficult disease to live with. When I started my job as a carer, this was one of the things that immediately hit me in the face like a ton of bricks. Day in, day out, I was caring for people with different types of Dementia and I have to say, they were by far my favourite patients. I've come into contact with carers, families and friends over the years that sort of view Dementia as a disease that basically writes a person off..that they're no longer the person that they once were..and while the latter is true to an extent, that person is by no means "gone". Working in the care home led me to meeting some of the loveliest residents, they may have been in their 80s physically, but in their minds they were 20 and would tell me stories of the war and their childhoods and their families and I loved this aspect of my job. I found it fascinating. I was moved to tears more times than I care to admit by the wonderful and wholesome lives that these people had led, and in their minds they were still living them, which honestly kind of warms the soul.

After having my daughter in 2015, my Grandad was diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease. And for the first time I experienced what those other families had experienced. My Grandad was slipping away from us and it was one of the hardest things I've ever had to witness, but at the same time..he was still my Grandad..he would still make silly jokes, and dance down the corridors without his walking sticks, giving us all mini heart attacks, and in his final days in the hospital, he still took my hand, and though he may not have remembered my name, he knew me..his heart knew mine and that's all that mattered.

During the weeks leading up to my Grandad's passing, he was in and out of hospital for various reasons, and I was lucky enough to have people that I knew and loved taking care of him, both nurses at the hospitals and carers in the home he was in. This gave us as a family a little reassurance and I will always be grateful to those people for all they did for him.

Now I would like to do my part for the Alzheimer's Society, and in memory of my beloved Grandad, I will be taking part in One Giant Leap on May 27th 2018. This means I will be doing a skydive, something that excites and terrifies me simultaneously while raising money for the Alzheimer's Society. The date of One Giant Leap also falls within the same week as the anniversary of my Grandad's death which makes this event all the more special to me. He is part of the reason I finally decided to become a nurse and now I'm determined to do this for him.

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